I've been thinking about the whole obsession thing and how, despite our fictives usually ending up with symptoms that reflect whatever was going on with them in source, I don't really feel anything like that. It feels like it's there, but buried, dull. I don't know if it's because we don't have much external knowledge of my source, or because we do have knowledge of the fact that the reason I was Like That was due to some pretty shitty things, including manipulation. Anyway. Must investigate further. Might make a second part if I discover anything significant today.